Never felt like this before...
Been very busy recently.... *sigh* Never ending duties....
right after my duty week, I need to attend a 10 days course in SI... *super duper sian*
stay in somemore.... =(
Besides getting really busy at work, I also tries to squeeze in some free time to look for hotels fro my wedding dinner =) hahaha~!! hmm currently have a few hotels in mind alr... =D
like holiday inn, intercontinental, M hotel, changi village hotel, blablabla....
Having an idea of having a separated solemisation & wedding dinner =) So... =p
another thing to share... how would you feel if ur father wants to sell away the current house u are staying?? Not saying that we'll be moving to somewhere better, but maybe worse...and it's because of one bitch at my house who convinced my dad to do so.... !@#$%^&*
simply don't care about our feelings... I can't believed that i have such a father... WTF~!!!
If he dares to sell this house away, i shall disown him legally!!! and i won't even bother to let him know where i stay & invite him to my wedding!! save my money for a better cause.
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
I felt so hurt and disappointed once again...ever since 10 yrs ago...
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:19 AM.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Some updates... =)
Hi hi... it's been quite some time that i blogged... haven't been soo free like today =)
I spent my cny day one in camp doing manning duty .... *sigh*
but subsequent days, i went to do a couple of visiting only... coz i'm just too tired and lazy... hee =)
And good thing is that, I had a long week break after that...coz need to clear my OFFsss.. hahaha~!
Had a good meet ups with my girlfriends last week =) Hope to have more time meet up with them =p Broke my toe nail in a club =( stupid guy!!! !@#$%^&*
Luckily it recovered quite fast...if not, i wont be able to wear boots @ work le.... sian...
Have been training alot this whole week, coz tml needed to run for some annual road relay which requires a female runner in each team...*sigh* some more my menses just came...ZZZzzz
One good news to share, I just got engaged with my bf =))
*Is there a better sky out there for me??*
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.10:46 PM.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
Randomness...
wow...it's been a long time since I last blog... =) Been busy and lazy the whole of Jan....
Full of duties and never ending work.... at times..... lols~!!
hmm...
I dunno what is wrong with the people at my workplace or particularly GUYS...
in the past, I used to think only "aunties" or "ah ma" will be soo gossipy at home or in the market while they are buying things..... BUT when I got into my current job, I was sooo SURPIRSED to see the OPPOSITE things happening....!!! OM f**king God...
And that actually affected my relationship with my dearest But I can't make a big fuss out of IT~!!! So fustrating... =(
We're like someone doing illegal stuffs.... *sigh*
well, I hoped it'll die off by itself... Super irritating....!!!!
My poor buddy is currently facing some r/s problem which only time can tell & heal everything...
really worry for her although she is super "garang" la... lols... moreover, it's the matters of the heart =)
Been seeing people who likes to back stab people who are still junior in the line... Disgusting~!!! nurturing the Junior?? My ASS~!! I'm starting to see the ugly side of my career..... no good... lols~!!
THE END
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.7:31 AM.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Random...
It's been quite awhile since my last entry =) was busy on course @ PLC for 3 weeks~!!
Got a lot of projects to do during the course... and a lot of drills to do too =)
A very fruitful course for my army career i guess...
hmm...quite a number of events that have been happening during this period, got both good and bad...got a little bit rocky on my relationship... and makes me realized the importance of close friends...irregardless whether they are a guy friend or girl friend =)
I mean that i love him a lot, but it's just that sometimes, i start to feel...that i got no air to breathe... in the sense that i got no air time for myself and hanging out with my friends often... due to the nature of my work, i only have little time for myself...so most of my "little time" were given to my bf... and i always left out my friends... and recently, we sort of like argued bout this problem that i have, but it seems like he don't really find it a problem...but i do.
I even tried to ask my mum for advice, but all she told me is to give him some time to get use to it and tell him nicely...but i actually DID~!!
I even have a problem going home to spend time alone or with my mum alone...he just want s to tag along!! when i told him nicely tt i wanna go home to sleep, he understands BUT he tried to push his luck into persuading me to go home with him instead...WTF??!! And almost everyday he does that...esp.whenever i'm free...
He's not stopping me to meet up with my friends...but he'll always wanted to meet me straight after my meetings with my girlfriends or even come to the state of joining me and my girlfriends for lunch??!! Then how would i be able to have girls talk when he's around?? ok, enough said that...
Recently, i have this infatuation feeling for this guy i got to know from my course... and when he knew about it, he got very sensitive whenever i wanna meet up with friends he doesn't know... and i've already assured him that there's nothing going on between the both of us... we're just friends.... but he didn't believed me...and start to assume things.... which makes me wanna faint due to lack of oxygen....
I don't know what's with him now...i really hoped everything will go bk to normal soon =)
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.12:03 AM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
K-boxing with babes =)
Met up with my girlfriends on Monday for K-box session~!! woohoo...
Amanda just broke up with her bf, and we just managed to cheer her up =) Hope that she's feeling better now...(*although she's the one that initiates the breakup, but i guess it's still does hurt a little...*)
hmm..really felt great hanging out with my girlfriends once in a while...
Due to my busy schedules, we only can do this when i clear my off or when im not that busy at work =)
Today went to Simei ITE (*which is my former school*) for ITE Career Fair. my purpose there is to help the Army Recruitment Center at their booth there...
Saw my ex-classmate still studying over there... but graduating soon =)
The feeling back there was superb~!! all those flashbacks of the good old times when i was still a student in Simei ITE... used to disturb teachers at times, eat alot...lols...with weiling, Yan hao, Mag and the guys gang... haha!! Lookat how time flies...I'm already a 3SG le...done with all the tough trainings... lols~!
I sounded as if I'm super old already... lols~!!
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:05 AM.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Random...
Changed a new skin for my blog... feeling lighter & freshen up =)
I'm on duty today again... v v sleepy...Rainy day somemore.... good weather to hide under the blanket n never go out...haha~!! but i can't... *sigh*
Had lunch with dear dear =) felt wierd when the rest of the comds sits tgt & he hv to sit with me... felt akward for him n myself... Probably he doesn't mind at all.
I'm feeling sick but not till the stage tt i can take a att c and zzz at home... lols~!!
So felt v xin ku at times... Cough n flu but no fever....
Hoping for a better day tomorrow =)
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.11:19 PM.
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Going to get depression soon...
Being girls in the army is never easy... And you'll always realized it when it's too late...
I used to have lots of passion bout things in the uniform group, but now...I see it in a different angle...
Although im starting to get a bit negative bout it, i still have a little hope of seeing a better side of uniformed group. Let's hope for the better until my bond ends... =)
My bed buddy have already flew to the faraway land in USA for training....
*miss her already*
I'm now missing all my close girlfriends loads man~!! wanna hang out with them soon but got tied down by duties & duties & duties... *sigh*
Love their presence =) and of course my dear dear =)
When things in life got tough, I've got close friends & loved ones to lend a shoulder to me...always.
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.3:01 AM.