Wednesday, September 30, 2009
More pressure with my new appt at work...
Sigh.... I just got to know today that me & kelvin will be offcially taking up both PC & PS appointment until 2x encik come to our new bn... sigh...
A 3SG?? lols... taking up overly high estab appt??!! hmm... actually not supposed to but currently, it's a no choice situation...
Was v v busy the whole entire morning till afternoon... some more I'm on duty now... totally shagged out today... So much admin work to settle within this month...
Everyone have high expectations on the new Regulars Specs... and everyone expect us to be like God-light.... We're just too junior for so many things... it's just like we're being forced to be fed with a lot of food to grow fatter faster, so that we can fit into a big tee shirt... something very unhealthy but we have to do it... we were left with no choice.
My dear dear is the sweetest... during my darkest hour, he'll sure be there to listen to all my complains n woes... n always make sure I have eaten my meals everyday.... =) How I wished that I can quickly get married with him...and so that we can a home of our own real soon =)
Been noticing that I have more strands of white hair recently... in the past I'll only have 1 strand every yr... now is like already 4th in 1/2 a yr le... sigh.... *getting more n more stress or old??* lols....
*THE END*
A 3SG?? lols... taking up overly high estab appt??!! hmm... actually not supposed to but currently, it's a no choice situation...
Was v v busy the whole entire morning till afternoon... some more I'm on duty now... totally shagged out today... So much admin work to settle within this month...
Everyone have high expectations on the new Regulars Specs... and everyone expect us to be like God-light.... We're just too junior for so many things... it's just like we're being forced to be fed with a lot of food to grow fatter faster, so that we can fit into a big tee shirt... something very unhealthy but we have to do it... we were left with no choice.
My dear dear is the sweetest... during my darkest hour, he'll sure be there to listen to all my complains n woes... n always make sure I have eaten my meals everyday.... =) How I wished that I can quickly get married with him...and so that we can a home of our own real soon =)
Been noticing that I have more strands of white hair recently... in the past I'll only have 1 strand every yr... now is like already 4th in 1/2 a yr le... sigh.... *getting more n more stress or old??* lols....
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.5:41 AM.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Im very ANGRY~!!!!
Today is just not my day =( got "digged" by my sergant major... still say that i always don't take his words seriously!!!! If i really don't give a damn bout wat he said, I don't have to give a damn bout who the HELL IS HE~!!!!
I wasn't feeling well in the afternoon...then after tt blamed me for everything??!! wtf!
I was on BOS duty today...my RSM give me orders that today @ 1630hrs will conduct a bunk inspection for 3 companies...including mine. PLus he wanted to see me at around 1530hrs to walk around that bunk to see which areas need to clean n ask me to pass down the msg to the rest of the 3 companies before they commence the bunk cleaning... but i wasn't feeling well in the afternoon so i told him that i cant meet him at 1530hrs...and continued to ask him whether is the bunk inspection still on at 1630hrs?? he took a bloody long time just to reply me.."6pm"??!!
By then some of the guys alr changed into civilian n some still in uniform... so i ask him is it possible to give a bunk inspection in Admin attire? he said "all in no.4!" like wtf la...
So i bo bian have to ask all of them to change bk into no.4... and he even add on "I want the bunks to be DUST-LESS"??!!! super duper pissed off la... Purposely picked on me to vent his anger one leh.... AARRHHHHH~!!!!
After checking the guys bunks, he still come and pick on my female bunk~??!! how to clean when everyone's schedule so different?? my bunk is a mixtures of female officers & specs from different bn & various companies...how to synchro? and most of them dont stay-in....WTF??!!
Want me alone to clean up the whole bloody bunk how to??!!!!! CCB....
Then after these whole chunk of shitty shit, he still tell me that i dont take his words seriously??!! @#$%^&*@#$&*!!!!
And when i was clearing my emails, I called ker wee and dunno y...i just start to tear...
when he knew that i was tearing away, he quickly flew over to my office to comfort me...but i cried even more...
It was the worst day of my life in 8 SIG BN...ever...
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.8:40 AM.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Quite an interesting book to read...
today i saw a mail from my friend... it's about this book titled "lilith".
I can actually feel the tension that brought her anger into this book...
anyone who is interested in reading this book can buy this online at
http://www.goodybooks.com/lilith.htm
or you also can buy this book at...
Plaza Singapura "Retail Box" =)
*THE END*
"In the Oxford School Dictionary, ‘Justice’ is defined as ‘being just: fair treatment’.
Bullshit.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about giving that terrorist the death sentence.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about jailing that rapist.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about punishing that boy who bullied the girl.
In my dictionary, Justice is about fighting for yourself: Just yourself.
In my world, Lady Justice doesn’t do her job; I do her job.
If I am born as a deer, I will hunt and kill tigers.
If I am born into a poor family, I will rob the wealthy of their riches.
If I am born without legs, I will break everyone’s legs.
If I am born hearing impaired, I will slice off everyone’s ears.
That is Justice.
My name is Lilith Ng and I am HIV-positive."
I can actually feel the tension that brought her anger into this book...
anyone who is interested in reading this book can buy this online at
http://www.goodybooks.com/lilith.htm
or you also can buy this book at...
Plaza Singapura "Retail Box" =)
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.2:30 AM.
I'm soo happy=)
My bf bought a wedding package for us =) actually i didn't expect that he would actually buy tt coz i thought tt he wanted to see-see-look-look around to compare for the best deals n price for our wedding package...
But after listening to the lady for 40mins++... we decided to get it from her =)
I ask him why he didn't hesitate this time round? He said that this is to show his sincerity to marry me (*aww...soo sweeet~!!*)...and he can see that this deal is almost the best deals he had ever heard ... coz she gave us alot of freebies...like things tt are supposed to pay,she cut a few away.... =)
hahaha...
My bf bought a wedding package for us =) actually i didn't expect that he would actually buy tt coz i thought tt he wanted to see-see-look-look around to compare for the best deals n price for our wedding package...
But after listening to the lady for 40mins++... we decided to get it from her =)
I ask him why he didn't hesitate this time round? He said that this is to show his sincerity to marry me (*aww...soo sweeet~!!*)...and he can see that this deal is almost the best deals he had ever heard ... coz she gave us alot of freebies...like things tt are supposed to pay,she cut a few away.... =)
hahaha...
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.1:06 AM.
Monday, September 21, 2009
New beginnings...
hey guys=) after stopping to blog for about almost half a year...i start to blog again~!!
being v v lazy n busy...i haven't find a time to actually change my blogskin..lols~!!
Anyways, with this new blog entry...it means that i've moved on from my previous failed relationship into a new life =)
My life for these few months past by like a flash... duty after duty, event after event, rehearsals after rehearsals... and now, I've start on with another relationship... and this time round, it's for real... =)
what I meant by that is, the both of us will be going into the route of marriage =) Which also means that i'll no longer be single no more...lols~!!
I'm really v happy and in fact, felt v fortunate to hv him as my boyfriend...and a promising husband-to-be =)
hey guys=) after stopping to blog for about almost half a year...i start to blog again~!!
being v v lazy n busy...i haven't find a time to actually change my blogskin..lols~!!
Anyways, with this new blog entry...it means that i've moved on from my previous failed relationship into a new life =)
My life for these few months past by like a flash... duty after duty, event after event, rehearsals after rehearsals... and now, I've start on with another relationship... and this time round, it's for real... =)
what I meant by that is, the both of us will be going into the route of marriage =) Which also means that i'll no longer be single no more...lols~!!
I'm really v happy and in fact, felt v fortunate to hv him as my boyfriend...and a promising husband-to-be =)
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.8:19 AM.
