Wednesday, November 28, 2007

hey guys~!!!

I'm back from my short BREEEAKK....

ahhahaahahhaaha~!!

Just reach S'pore last night...

*Tired*

Anyways,

I think i lack out quite alot for my final yr project...

*DIE LIAO*

so this weekend gotta do alot of things......

And as for my trip,

is ok la....

not say v fun or v boring lo...

pretty cold than i far expected....

main purpose for this trip is to acc my bf for once before he got busy...

probably my next time going overseas will be....

after my graduation lo....

hahahahaa~!!

*should be another short trip i guess....*

next time round,

i wanna go together with my dearest budd amanda~!!!

*LOve her soooo much*

Mugging in class now....

Gotta Go NOw!!!

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:41 PM.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

hahahaha....
this entire week i'm like sooo busy rushing my final year project and my flash assignment...

*sianz*

*glad tt i'm going to have a short break after this week*

*Blessssed*

Sooo happy~!!!

hahahahahahahahhahahaahahahahhahahaha~!!

Love Love....

Then now im over at My darling Amanda's house....

hhahhhhhhahahaahahahahahahaha~!!

These r some photos that i've recently edited...

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.2:47 AM.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Will i get a better picture if i just step outside and see??

I've been with andy for a year plus le...

not too long and not too short a period of time....

Our love is still there...

But sometimes, i'm just tired of certain things in e relationship...

makes me wanna give up everything tt we've built so far...

No ones know how tired i am in this thingy...

been torturing me like crazy...

i always try to show e strong side of me..

when im pouring with blood inside me....

I really feel like going to a new place,

where no ones knows who u really are...

And totally start anew...

Sounds great isn't it??

But it won't be so easily done...

in the REALITY...

He treats me like a precious jewel,

which everyone around me feels that i've finally found e right guy...

And of course i like him for who he is,

although i always pick on his bad points....

Although im growing fatter and fatter each day,

He still cuddles and hug me to sleep during his book out....

I always thought that everything will be fine when we r together for more than a year,

but it seems like there's no much better for getting better with his cousins...

And i seriously know tt to Andy,

both gf and family is e most important to him....

and so, im trying my best not to make him in a v difficult postition....

but none of them even tried to say hi to me...

how would our relationship be better???

we always tend to quarrel over this particular issue...

it's like stabbing into e same wound again n again....

*painful*

Sometimes, i just feel like granting wat ever they r wishing for,

that is to break off with andy...make his life easier...

But the problem is tt, We're both Very in Love with each other...

I won't even bear to leave him ...When i think of it, i just simply tearing whenever i thought of this issue lo....

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Peili, i really wanna know u well and seriously, being ur friend....

Coz i realized that the things that we blog bout each other is really hurting Andy alot alot....

And i'm tired of always arguing with andy and him always trying to make the situation smaller....

I know that u will read my blog,

so im hoping that the next time when we see each other,

we'll be able to share alot in conversations...

ok?

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.12:58 AM.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

eh....
im glad tt my dearest darling amanda is starting to "swim"~~~!!!!

hahahahaha!!

feel soo happy for her la...

Today, i went to meet one of my friend tt i've long time nv meet up with le~!!

hahahahahahahaha!!

*like almost 1/2 a yr??*

due to my commitments with Mr.Andy Chua & my school stuffs....

anywhoos, got a great time walking around PS with him and after tt...

rush down to CCK to meet Mr.Andy Chua, e busy man??!!ahahahahhahahaha...

*love him soo*

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SOMETHING TO SAY

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I happened to know this from a book tt i love to read...

It teaches u how to noe e difference in behavior and e structure of a male and female...

being more of a street smart or bookworm kind...

So far, glad to say tt all my friends are those kind tt r more of e both...

And , the book also says that,

Those humans who have higher IQs(like maybe 90% IQ,10%EQ), will find difficulty in being more street smart or able to socialise properly with all the pple....

That is quite true..i think...

hahahahahaa~!!!

i totally know tt i have 90%EQ &10% IQ....

coz...i have difficulties in studying things tt requires A DEAD BRAIN TO DO....

hahahahahahaha~!!!

It's not bad to have a dead brain,

but scientists said that pple who use more brain cells earlier,

will get LAO REN CHI DAI ZHEN earlier~~~

hahahahahahaha~!!!

*Above paragraph only say for the fun of it...sooo,LAUGH~!!!*

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA~!!!!!!

I Feel so xin fu to have him as my dearest~!!

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.10:32 AM.

Friday, November 16, 2007

hahaha...Just Some Thoughts to Share~!!

I just happened to read on this particular blog..

Bout LOVE...

hahaha~!!

Can anyone down here tell me what exactly is love all bout??

I mean, there's alot of explanation and definition of love,

there's not definite solution or how to treat someone u love...right??

"if u love someone, u must let him/her go..."

or "u must let him/her be xin fu"

there r tonnes and tonnes of ways....

so dont just assume tt u r always right just becoz u have more IQ then anyone else....

hahahahahahaha~!!

Being someone's relative/cousins/family members,

we should always support wat each other is doing or already decided to do...

this is wat my family/cousins/friends/realtives has thought me...

when u r in my situation,

then u'll understand how both of us felt...

don't forget this phrase

"What goes around, comes around"

and "When u pray to god,will god just give u wat u want,or does god give u e opportunity to get it??"

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.8:52 PM.

hahaha...

I've got this really busy and tiring weekend~!!

hehehe...

On friday,

i went to eat Seoul Garden @ TM...

ahahahhahaha~!!!

Eat like quite alot la..

Then Right after tt, we actually went back to school for some High Element thingy la...

*v Fun & abit scary la...*

hahahahaahaha~!!

i didn't managed to have the guts to Play the Advance Level...abit regret also abit happy tt i didn't go and try...

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*Saturday*

I went to my another driving lesson in e morning..

I was quite good though....

hahaaha~!!!

got slightly better in my controlling BUT got problems in changing down gear...

hahahahhahahahahaha~!!!!

Right after tt, i quickly rush back to school for the ICT Amazing Race~!!

*Phew*

It was a really tiring session for all of us,

COZ we seldom run like hell in school...

somemore is for like 3hrs la!!!!

@@##%$%$@@^&^*&&*(

hahahahahahaha...

*red tomato*

thorughout this game,

we get to go to those corners of our school areas tt we actually won't even think of getting near lo....

hahahahahahahha~!!!

After tt,

We went to expo for e guardian fair & eat and went to eat again at to Asian Food Fair!!!

Soooooo Dammmn Bussssy.....

hhahahahahahaha~!!

didn't realllly have a good time to rest well this WHOLE ENTIRE week la....

But,

I'm still v Haappppi with my Weeeeek though...

Last but not least,

Darling amanda...

Learn How to "SWIM"

ok??

hahahahahaha!!!

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.7:35 PM.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.
6. You can never be stabilized; actually, you are not suitable for marriage and you don't want to make committment.
7. You always want to get married, but in fact, you don't even know what it really is.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

hahahahaha~!!!

this is soo cute...

but not all true la....hehehe!!!

http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

can go give it a try la...hahahaha~!!!
*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.9:09 PM.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

...

suddenly got this feeling to blog bout somethings....

feeling kinda low today...

coz i thought if something again...

am i really tt compatible with andy?

coz e people around him are all sooo much better in alot of areas than me...

and i'm someone so special in his life...

am i really tt not competitive to catch up with e rest?

i really have this low self-confidence kinda thinking...

coz of the background tt i have and how i was being brought up...

sometimes, i just felt so useless...

can't understand my love...make him angry...get myself angry in e end...

and cry out loud??!!

sometimes i wonder am i childish or wat?

or am i just wanna enjoy wat ever tt i've previously lost when my family break apart??

somehow, i lack other pple alot of years...

when im in secondary school,i work when pple r enjoying their youth...

and....

I didnt noe wat is love when i started dating v young...

got myself hurt by guys....

and just when i wanna get serious with it,

everyone ditch me after fooling my feelings...

And Andy is e only guy tt didn't play around with my feelings...

give in to me...cherish me...Love me... Give e best things in life with me...talk to me...

go through hardships with me...

forgive me...listen to me...

Although his cousins doesn't realy like me tt much,

but he choose to stay by my side...

hold me tight...

And i really love him alot....

until is like kinda possessive....

hahaha~!!

& it's all bout me,him,my budd,and our future now...

Coz nothing else matters....

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:39 PM.

haahahaha....

i had a great weekend~!!!

went to eat a nice dinner with my dearest hubby,

catch alot of movies throughout one weekend,

meet up with my darling amanda and mark to hang out @ mark's place,

and got ourselves DRUNK~!!!???

hahahahahhahaha~!!!

I will update my shots soon ya?? hee....

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.5:37 PM.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

THINGS TO UPDATE...

hahahaha...

last week went to Plush with amanda darling &her GANG??!!

hahahha...coz it's cheryl's b'dae la...

hahahaha!!!

*photo taken by whosgoing.sg!!!*

anyhoos, this week was a great week..!!!

coz practically, i only go to school one day onli~!!!hhahaahahaha....

gotta go rush my projects sketches le..

ahahhahaha~!!!

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.12:00 AM.

Monday, November 05, 2007

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.
You are reserved and not very outgoing. You are deeply thoughtful and introspective. You have a lot of control over your actions and emotions.
You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people.
You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.
You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.
You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

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hahaha...this is quite fun though...

http://www.blogthings.com/

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:28 PM.

hahaha....

Last night went to long beach...

to eat...

~CHILLI CRAB~

soo happy....

eat together with mark and amanda!!!

then after tt, we went to play pool for awhile...

haed home around 11plus...

And later tonight,

i'm going to acc amanda to meet jim and jim's mum...

*sian*

actually, i personally feel tt...it's just a waste of time for my darling to go and meet him and his mummy lo...coz it has already been decided tt she doesn't wanna continue this r/s...

i mean, wat she wants from his guy is to cherish her and being more reasonable during quarrels...and not being such a petty and scold her over tiny tiny issues lo...

i mean, lets face e reality lo... if the both of u r fated to be together, then even how long u guys have been separated, there will be this one day tt u guys will be together again lo....

i have totally no rights to say anything bout u jim, but...i hoped tt u should give her some space and time of her own...

we r all just 19 yrs old...

haven't even have a stable job yet, or u even haven't completed ur NS...

there so many things ahead of u tt u've yet complete...

u can start to focus more on wat u wanna achieve in ur life...

ok??

*hope everything runs well tonight*

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.5:49 PM.

Friday, November 02, 2007

hahaha...

Just came bk from my outing with my darling Amanda and 2 guys...andy and mark~!!

went to eat e hokkaido steamboat @ paradiz centre!!

then went to catch SAW4 after tt....

Jus now, Someone suddenly ask me something...

"hey, did you play tt CPF game online??"

i said"ya, why??"

"why weiling they all got in the top 80 and u didnt lei??"

i replied"why must i get in the top 80 lei?? it doesn't really matters to me wat..."

"no, it's not tt...its like ur value is wrong le..."

i ask"wat value r u talking bout?? e prize is not important to me la...i onli play for fun wat..."

I mean...to me, this r jus games wat...

have or dont have is not an issue at all...i know tt in this game, they taught u how to save for rainy days, investments, insurance....blablabla...

but wat matters to me now is to study well and get my ass into SAF finish serving my 3 yrs...

and he feel tt if i dont challenge myself, i wont improve in life??!!

ya, i agree that i'm the kind of person who is always happy go lucky, but tt does not mean tt i dont know wat i wanna do la!!~~~~

I dont like to stress myself so hard in life when i know tt ppl around me will keep on saying"relax la...dont need to be so stress bout it la...."

and tt person told me this had jus ask me to push myself further, if not,i'll be left behind!!??

i'm jus so pissed with tt person that i dunno wat to say to him now...

*THE END*

what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.11:10 AM.