Saturday, October 17, 2009
D-day!!!
FINALLY... my dear dear is coming back tml morning~!! And i'm going to fetch him together with his dad over at the air base =)
these 2 weeks has been very hectic & stress for me at work... Knowing the fact that the guys won't give u any cooperation to at least ease ur job...but i still dig myself a hole to jump into....
a really deep one. I did teared n cried a few times in the toilet...but that doesn't help at all... even when im typing this, i felt wet on my eyes... Maybe this job just doesn't suit me...
I treat them like my guys...someone that I would protect them from any form of attacks from other people.... but what do they treat me as?? Someone that just go yelling them around to do things that they find it redundant?? Or someone that need to be even more pro in networking system in order to be their in-charge?? If this team goes to war, we'll sure be dead long time ago... I really ran out of idea to keep this plt together... I had enough, I'm tired...
When i got home, thought that at least I have a shelter of peace n quiet from problems. I was wrong once again... It's my divorced parents problems... And i teared over the conversation with my dear dear again... he felt my pressure from work n home... I need to get out of this asap...
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.5:49 AM.
