Sunday, November 11, 2007
...
suddenly got this feeling to blog bout somethings....
feeling kinda low today...
coz i thought if something again...
am i really tt compatible with andy?
coz e people around him are all sooo much better in alot of areas than me...
and i'm someone so special in his life...
am i really tt not competitive to catch up with e rest?
i really have this low self-confidence kinda thinking...
coz of the background tt i have and how i was being brought up...
sometimes, i just felt so useless...
can't understand my love...make him angry...get myself angry in e end...
and cry out loud??!!
sometimes i wonder am i childish or wat?
or am i just wanna enjoy wat ever tt i've previously lost when my family break apart??
somehow, i lack other pple alot of years...
when im in secondary school,i work when pple r enjoying their youth...
and....
I didnt noe wat is love when i started dating v young...
got myself hurt by guys....
and just when i wanna get serious with it,
everyone ditch me after fooling my feelings...
And Andy is e only guy tt didn't play around with my feelings...
give in to me...cherish me...Love me... Give e best things in life with me...talk to me...
go through hardships with me...
forgive me...listen to me...
Although his cousins doesn't realy like me tt much,
but he choose to stay by my side...
hold me tight...
And i really love him alot....
until is like kinda possessive....
hahaha~!!
& it's all bout me,him,my budd,and our future now...
Coz nothing else matters....
*THE END*
what we could have been, ♥ Peggy.6:39 PM.
